when everything seems to be routinary, you just want to break out and do something new..... I want to start a new life. It feels that I am in a limbo that I am not growing. But I would not say that nothing good is happening to me..... actually there's a lot of things that has happened over the last few months that I am trully greatful to the Lord! I hope that I could solve my own riddle over the next week and know what is missing in me that I look for in vain.