Here I come again at the point of thinking things over if it is all worth it. Is it all worth the pain? emotionally, physically, mentally? is it? They ask too much from me things that more than one person should be responsible... things that a higher person should be responsible. At this time I can only think of one thing..... to break off..... I feel that I am chained, like a slave, I havent felt rewarded for a long time now and yet I have not complained to them, not a single word but only to my self.
In College my motto on our college journal was "Step One To Success: DREAM, Its For Free Anyway! I guess the only problem with that is when you have so many dreams and have plan them but you get so confused of what to do first! I got so many dreams built already but there still are long term plans on my list that seems to be far from being accomplish. I want to give my self until I'm 30 to get to the United States to settle with Roxanne
or else I'll do drastic measures to be there because i wont accept unfulfilled dreams! i believe that I am an achiever, I believe that I with the Lord make things happen, I believe all men are created equal and is only level by their Will and Faith to accomplish things. I will do things blindly while I am held by the Lord in his hands.
I reall like this video by carrie underwood. Nice message: Jesus Take the wheel
I got this from a site and its amazing how near it is to what i believe what i am :)
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