Talked to a friend this morning she said that I am still in denial. Yes, I admit that I am still but slowly I am learning to accept.
I am trying to learn how to live by my self though from time to time I miss the feeling of when I got home someone would hug and comfort me and make me feel that everything is going to be alright.
I want to focus more on my craft now, not because I need to earn money but because I want to do it.
I want to refine my photography, my music and my writing. I want to write more and more consistently this time.