I want to blog about today... August 24, 2006..... I just got the realization that I am almost useless I come in to work load some leads make sure people are working send some reports and that is it.... where is the challenge to this work?!! I want to be an active part of a company.. to have my ideas implimented and respected. As of now I dont even have a supervisor's work station! and my poor agents they dont have permanent stations aswell!! I hope that i could get out of this feeling as soon as i can coz it is not healthy. It is not healthy to feel miserable to feel useless to feel invaluable ... hope sa next blog ko masaya na ako

Old Blog....

I got this from an old blog in my Friendster Account. I just answered some questions and oala there it is they now claim that this is my personality:

My Babies

Here are some pics that I did for my two babies actually one of them is my niece who is Lara and the other girl Alexie (the one with the American idol theme) is my daugther.

Sutpid ME!

Damn ! I can't believe that I left my hard disk at home.... all of my files for the office is stored there..... I even have my resume there and I need it today because Rox is sending some stuff over her titas at L.A. and I can't believe that I left my resume and cover letter as well.... all I can say is Stupid ME!

Moving On.... Moving Forward....

Last Monday, I Just found out who left the company then after a couple of days there were two more people who left. I dont know what is happening but it seems that everyone is trying to move forward and move on with their lives.

The last time that I blogged, I felt that I was in a Limbo, stuck at this state. But now I decided to move on as well, but not as drastic as the few people that I know who just left us. I just started looking for a new job in place far from home, far from friends, far from loved ones.

May be more than growth the reason for me moving on from the state of being that I am in right now, is to begin all over again with my life start, start setteling for good.

I want to start on a life that I want, in a place that I want. though everything wont be at my advantage, which is a given, I will make sure that I achieve what I want.

As of the momment I already did some things to start moving on, moving forward. I just got an agency that would facilitate my employment. I also just bought my insurance since when I go overseas my insurance will definitely be very expensive. I'm on the process of collating the documents that I need such as credentials and other stuff that I need as I start my new life, as well as leaving the things that I dont need or want to remember.

Right now I am so excited I just cant wait to begin all over again. I know some people fear starting over from the ground. but for me it is a chance given to begin and do better more like of a take 2 if you will.

Fun Shots

I had some fun with my agents in the office and had them pose for me..... I'm really not a fan of controlled lighting so i just used the lights in the office and had them pose under it but i think that a little photoshop would help . :D


when everything seems to be routinary, you just want to break out and do something new..... I want to start a new life. It feels that I am in a limbo that I am not growing. But I would not say that nothing good is happening to me..... actually there's a lot of things that has happened over the last few months that I am trully greatful to the Lord! I hope that I could solve my own riddle over the next week and know what is missing in me that I look for in vain.