Roxanne and Alexie Manila Ocean Park

Just got Alexie face painted....
Manila Ocean Park
November 2008


There comes a time when you feel so lonely, here it goes again for me.

Sometimes I think that this blog has been taking the beating of my emotions too much, that it does not have a fair share of happy thoughts. But then again, I thank this blog for being there to listen.

There may not be so many or any one replying or commenting to my posts but I know that the world is listening and that is enough for me.

The hardest part of being lonely is being at the middle of a crowd but still feel the same. The people you thought that are your friends are not there any more.

I was talking to an old friend of mine and realized that most of my friends are just reunion friends. I mean nothing bad about that. But it seems like you have them as friends because you see each other. But when you part ways because they move on professionally you don't get to see them any more.

I miss my college friends the ones that I have way back in Bulacan. I just remember having the best of friends that you can have during college days, ironic isn't it? Ironic that you usually have your best friends from highschool. Though I have a best friend from highschool, I haven't seen her so much for the last couple of years because she got married a few years back, and it has been difficult to get our schedule jive now.

I just hope that I could get those kinds of friends again, not that I dont like the friends that I havce now, but its just that I miss those kind of.

Baguio Cathedral

Still in Baguio...

I learned to love the city. I am even considering immigrating to Baguio if I could bring my self to buy that lot in naguilian road.

Well, here is the Baguio Cathedral with its colors manipulated... Just bought my first laptop so now I could explore PS some more :D

Bluer than Blue

"After you go

I can catch uo on my reading
After you go
I'll have a lot more time to sleeping
And when you're gone
Looks like things are gonna be a lot easier
Life will be a breeze you know
I really should be glad

But I'm bluer than blue
Sadder than sad
You're the only light
This empty room has ever had
Life without you is gonna be
Bluer than blue"

It seems that by this time on Friday that would be the song playing on my head over and over. Why? My girlfriend is leaving for Canada.

It is something that we have been hoping and praying for but it seems that all the angst because of waiting, the excitement of knowing it the first time has been all replaced with sadness.

I am sad that I'll be alone now shopping hitting the grocery and in doing everything that I used to do with her. It would be incredibly difficult to shop for new clothes now since I wont have the counsel of her opinions.

Also, because she is leaving I was obligated to buy my own computer that I could use, this time its a laptop. so that I could chat with her any where i am be it in Valenzuela or in my own house.

Yes, it is starting to sink in to me now that I am not able to see her for the next couple of months until I could get there and be with her again.