it's okay to feel sad, angry, cheated or whatever that it is you feel, I tell my self. They are emotions, they make you human , without emotions you are just an animal or maybe even just an insect.
Today I recognized my humanity. I stayed quite and think. I feel - sad, angry and alone.
In the end it will only be me who will stand for me in times of trouble just as how it always happens.
have i forgotten how to feel loved or have i ever felt it before, do I even know how it is. A different kind of love.