Pretending sometimes is good, not just for you but for everyone else. You pretend that everything is okay that everything is fine but its not.
You'd rather suffer than make things worst.
I was talking to a friend this morning after my shift and he reminded me about something that I posted on facebook. It was a music video by a group named Hangad. the song is Simeon's Canticle. He said that he cried when he was watching it.
I too cried when I first heard that song. But the music video said more about it. Finding your purpose in life is something that we should do. To know why do exist in this world.
Just hope that I could surpass this test that the Lord God had given me, I know I could he wouldn't give it to me if he knows that I wont be able to.