selfish and selfless.

Have you ever woke up one day then suddenly you are all alone? I did... my heart aches every single day and not a single day passes without crying. I have gone to point where I want to end it all this is too much to bear.

Now I asked where the hell is good karma? I have done everything that I could and yet she thinks that its not enough. she left me for her dreams, she said that her dreams are still to far to reach. I just don't understand what does that have to do with our relationship.

was I a burden? I supported her in her dream of going abroad all the way without a qualm. did everything for her yet she left me.

She said that I should go on with my dreams but how can I if in each and every dream that I have she's there?

The reason why I still work in the same old company struggling and making my self want it even if I don't was her, so that I could use my tenure as a proof that I would still comeback and secure a visa.

I am hanging here now wanting to hang my self.

and it seems like she doesn't care at all. all she want is to achieve her dreams even if she would hurt the person who supported her.

She doesn't seem to care that my life is ruined now as long as she gets hers.

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