Back to Basics

I have been thinking for the past few days, should I bring back my old blog. I mean I like my blog actually looks like a website but it seems that I am just repeating the things that I can do with multiply. Furthermore, I cannot update the index page that often.

So do you think I should go back to my old layout. I kinda miss that one, One page, get the story upfront. I think that is what a blog should look like..... well I guess I'll just go back to it. Anyways, my current layout looks kind of boring....

We'll see....

Downtime Bigtime!

I just got in the office and was trying to log in the attendance sheet. I noticed that every one was signing out and was talking about going somewhere to party.

Then I over heard the IT personel that it is possible that people will be sent home because of some technical trouble that the center is experiencing.

That was the first time that PHub sent home people because of Downtime, the first time within its 3 years of existence.

People from my program refused to go home so they stayed a while to do quality calibrations and team meetings. After a while, a ray of light was seen. The IT people asked us to log in and try to make calls. It was kind of hard to log in at first but we tried over and over.

Finally! we were able to log in to the system and make calls. However the Victory was short lived since after we left for the Mercalco site the agents were asked to log out because of AGAIN, tech issues.

Luneta Trip - Better Late than NEVER

Last sunday (07-01-07) I took my girlfriend to Manila Hotel for a seminar for OR Nurses. Manila Hotel is just right beside Luneta/Rizal Park so instead of riding a jeep I decided to take a walk and see some of the sights that I havent seen for a long time now. As you can see these set Includes photos of the Manila City Hall, and yes it means I walked from The Manila Hotel to the Central Station of LRT just past the Manila City Hall.


Hahaha its already August I got to post this one month after I got to take it.

Lapu-Lapu

FRUSTRATIONS

When frustration comes into your system, It eats you.

For the past how many days, An emotion had been eating my system. I dont know if that is what you call Frustration. I feel like I want to go home at the middle of the shift. I feel like I wanna run bare footed on the sands of a beach I have never been to. I want to find my self and where am I lacking of when it comes to doing my job correctly.

I dont want to blame other people for feeling this way. This is my body, my mind and my spirit. I am the one who commands my soul. But It seems like it wonders around and would not stay with me, questing for some higher ground.

Stop. I know that I cant search for some place as of this time. It does not exist, It should not exist! I need to be where I am today. This is part of the struggle, this is part of the sacrifices that I have to make.

I believe in happy endings, but I only becomes worst before you can feel that it actually had become better.

I need to gather my toughts that makes me happy. My family, my loved one, my friends and the trip that I had a year ago that keeps me motivated. Funny how it seems that, that same trip that keeps me motivated keeps me frustrated about the things that I see.

I will strive to be better, I will get out of this puddle of mud. You can only say that I am better now when I see my self out of this puddle. But I can only say that I am out of it only when I realize and accept that I am in it right now.

New Worksite, New Schoolsite

My Co-worker, Dyo approached me the other day and told me he was actually reading my blog from time to time.... Thanks so much Dyo Baculi!!!!

Tomorrow, I'll be taking another exam, a long one for my Med-Surg subject. The hard part about my subjects this semester is that it requires a lot of reading. I need to learn the different diseases, the medications and the interventions that I need to do.

Though its kind of tough, it is actually fun. I learn a lot every day and it really feels good.

What a coincidence that both my worksite and school would be transferring to a new location. My worksite would be transferring to the Meralco compound in pasig because the campaign that I am in is getting bigger.

As for my school, we will be transferring to a bigger site as well. Its going to be in the summit building along shaw boulevard. I heard that we needed to transfer site because TESDA required the school a certain floor area to be recognized as a school. Hope that studying would just get better since its going to be more conducive to learning.

I continue to struggle juggling work and study, though at times it takes a lot of sacrifice and at times frustrates me a lot to actually not get into the top of the class, I continue to hold on. This is what I wanted, to shift the paradaigm that I am into. To shift fromt he puddle of stress that I am into and get into, maybe not heaven but a clearer puddle of water.

I hope that I will survive this test. I only have two more semester to finish the course and then go to a review school to finish everything. I will stand still and will make it through the rain.

Turn Around

It has been quite some time since I last posted something here and updated all of my unloyal readers..... lolz..... just joking..... its just that I see so many people checking my page but no body leaves a message.... I wonder why.

Okay, my invisible friends, here is my update on my life. The last time that I posted something, I was in some kind of a crisis. I was confused on what will happen to me after my old campaign. Well, here's the verdict. I am now with the campaign that I started with, PC002 the old MSMB2B campaign is still standing but has been maked over.

I have been strugling ever since that I had been transferred. The parameters are kind of tricky and stiff and I having trouble coping with it. my team's validation has been kinda okay compared to other teams but the management still isn't satisfied with it.

The team that I was given has been fine and they have been working independently and I am so proud of that. I want to make my people to be responsible of their own actions be more matured, that is the team that I would like to have.

The schedule is very awful. At least for me. I need to be at the office by 9:45 hit lunch by 2:45 AM and I am off by 6:45 meaning I may go home but i actually cant go home. I have to make lots of reports or "reports" to cut the story short I go home about 8 AM.

What actually is awful about the schedule is that I have to actually be home asap after work to sleep, coz that would be the only chance that I have to rest because I still have to go to school by 1PM.

School actually okay and I am on my second semester that would be the last sem with subjects. they say that afer this semester we will be on a review type of class plus we'll be deployed in a hospital.

I actually am stressed right now because of the pressure that I am on but I hope that I would survive this to the end.

Life as a bitch is over DOG!

it has been about a week now since I transferred to my new campaign and today is the last day for my old campaign. I have been going through a lot of struggles and I hope that I doing progress when it comes to coping.

The thing is, before I decide and act as needed but now I have to inform my superior (which I don't have any problems with) and wait for the result. Maybe I am just used to taking action by my self and the act of waiting for the outcome is killing me.

It feels like I have been demoted. I don't know! I dont wanna hurt anybody's feeling with that statement but It feels like it. I am not even begging to be promoted either but if it comes along, I would think about it first.

You see that is the problem. My situation with my previous campaign is very unique. I get to decide matters on my own. Talk with the client if I have some issues to resolve. I even get to be involved on management issues and not just supervision issues.

I have been practically a manager for the last two years and now I'm going back to my old life as a supervisor.